November 2011
6 posts
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And suddenly o know exactly what I need. To talk to you and be straight up. I told you from the start; start this with me your in it for the long haul.
I’m just so irritated that I care to much for whatever reason. Fuck.
I am going crazy
What have you done me?
I’ve decided I’m allowed to be sad. My feelings are hurt and it’s because I liked you and I gave you a chance, and against my better judgement I believed your foolish lies. I look stupid. I feel stupid. I miss your family that you let me get close too.
I’m hurt because I didn’t want you to hurt me and you did.
I live with the choices I’ve made everyday. Sometimes I lose sleep at night. Sometimes I know I made the wrong decision because I went against my gut.
I let my self down, but I kept my guard up. It doesn’t hurt that bad, but yes it does hurt. I wish I would’ve listened to myself. You just aren’t who I wanted you to be.
Something sweet, something strong,
But well make this short
A fact I’ve know for far too long
Who was I fooling, You fooled me
My hearts not broken, But it feels weak
I wont say you lied, let’s call it sweet talk
All the things I want to hear, your way with words is top notch.
Liar, liar, your lies so sweet
You stopped wanting me, I’m still on my feet
Ill find my own...
July 2011
1 post
March 2011
4 posts
October 2010
1 post
I’m young. Too young too look back and think that that was the high-point of my life, and things will never again be that good. I feel like I’m wasting my highschool prime in homeschool, but at school I feel like I’m wasting my time. I dont know what I want and it leaves me never full, never quite quenched or satisfied. Is it to much to ask that when I’m 30 I can look...
July 2010
10 posts
Close fucking minded people need to fucking die.
If you belive your way of life is the only way then here’s a little wake up call;;
Its not. Fewer people live like you than you think you do. Your way of living is pig-headed and dominant. It does not work like you think it does.
I cannot believe people out there can actually live thinking that there way of life is the only way and everyone...
Finally
Going to sleep.
Maybee ill dreamm.
Pick-up lines
Some of the applications on my phone are rediculous…yet I can’t stay away.
Pick-up line of my day;;
Good thing I remembered my library card, ‘cause I’m checkin’ you out.
If I just
Sat here and kept writing all night, I don’t know what difference it would make.
Too much time has past.
Too much water under the bridge.
I’m worn, shaky, and not very stable. (I haven’t been for a while now.)
There’s a reason why no one walks on abandoned bridges… there’s no guarantee you’ll make it across safely.
D.G.D.L.
I don’t love you.
I love who you are and who I am when I’m with you. I love how you make me feel, and how your make me numb.
I love the way you don’t want to change me.
Mostly, I love the way you always leave me in the dark.
I don’t know what it is with you.
Mastercard;;
Maybe the best things in life really are free…
“On nights like this, where do you rest your head?”
– Anonymous
If I could just talk like someones listening maybe that would quiet the voices in my head.
Just some things I’m thinking about;;
1. Where does stuff go when its lost?
- I mean the stuff you know you put somewhere yet its gone. Stuff that could not have possibly been stolen.
2. My bags weighing under 50 lbs.
- In five days I am flying from Tucson, AZ to Las Vegas, NV. I get to check in...
June 2010
1 post
How many times do you have to say your sorry before you are truly pardoned? That being said is it really ever to late to apologize?
I believe that forgivness is in the eye of the beholder. Open minds forgive easier. In their minds there are less boundaries for wrong and right, which means less
March 2010
13 posts
Listen
Would you look at me with those eyes if I loved you for real?
‘Cause anything is worth a shot.
I gotta get this off my chest.
Its amazing how right when you think things are headed in the exact right direction your world falls apart, and everything changes and you dont have anything left.
You dont know who your best friend is. You dont know who your real friends are. The guy your interested in runs and ceases to communicate with you. And everything seems like the and.
I wish something in my life would go right just...
give me a reason, ill give you an answer.
I dont crumble,
I stand tall.
That how I learn.
could we be
give me a smile
ill give you a hug
maybe then youll tell me a story
maybe then we will be friends
we will see
in time truth comes out
your mine
January 27, 2010
if only it were
REAL
You Should Try Too
L O V E I S R I G H T H E R E.
i know its not perfect, thats what makes it so beautiful.
Ive been
Trying to get back on posting for a while, it just seems that I thought it had been to long.,
My point ;; its been a while but I’m back.
January 2010
4 posts
Realizations
Come and go.
Lately they are coming.
Ive been writing a lot more lately and I like to think Im growing up.
Lifes a’coming, and Im a’waiting.
A toast from me to you::
Here’s to the notes lost in the washer, to the memories washed away.
Here’s to never forgetting.
Here’s to believing every lie people ever told you.
Here’s to change, both good and bad.
Here’s to missing people you care about.
Here’s to moving on.
Here’s to all the wishes at 11:11, hoping one day they’ll come true.
Here’s to all the...
Theres always another meaning
The worst deception: A guy can make you think he loves you, but he really doesn’t. And a girl can make you think she doesn’t love you, when she really does.
You only try
lauraannemoore:
Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass. Belle fell in love with a hideous beast, Jasmine married a common thief. Ariel walked on land for love and life, Snow white barely escaped a knife. It was all about blood, sweat, and tears because love means facing your biggest fears.
October 2009
34 posts
Just that kinda dayyyy
Booger
Dakota: Omg Jessica There is something wrong with your dogs penis!!
Jessica: No thats how It's supposed to be.
Dakota: Sorry I dont study dog penis's like you.
Gravityyyy
S3X
Lake: Why do you wear a bra? you have nothing to fill it up.
Jessica: You wear pants, don't you?
On the real
My weekend will go a little something like this.
Tomorrow (Friday) - School with Jess;; Open up a can of whoopass on some lame ass, black [[no offense]], apple throwin freshman.
After school - My house gather stuff till 5. Back to Jessicas, dye my hair. Stay night at jess’s w/ her nn’ chode.
Saturday - Cancer walk w/ Jess, nn’ chode.
Jessica Audrey Ward
Has lately been becoming my best friend. In all realness its the truth. The other day she had my beck, when no real defense was needed, she did it just cause it felt right to her.
She makes me happy thats the truth. Love her.
Shakira | She Wolf
AhhhhOooooooooo(:
Off to
school.
