Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, you mean more to me than I want you too.
And suddenly o know exactly what I need. To talk to you and be straight up. I told you from the start; start this with me your in it for the long haul.
I’m just so irritated that I care to much for whatever reason. Fuck.
I am going crazy
What have you done me?
I’ve decided I’m allowed to be sad. My feelings are hurt and it’s because I liked you and I gave you a chance, and against my better judgement I believed your foolish lies. I look stupid. I feel stupid. I miss your family that you let me get close too.
I’m hurt because I didn’t want you to hurt me and you did.
I live with the choices I’ve made everyday. Sometimes I lose sleep at night. Sometimes I know I made the wrong decision because I went against my gut.
I let my self down, but I kept my guard up. It doesn’t hurt that bad, but yes it does hurt. I wish I would’ve listened to myself. You just aren’t who I wanted you to be.
Something sweet, something strong,
But well make this short
A fact I’ve know for far too long
Who was I fooling, You fooled me
My hearts not broken, But it feels weak
I wont say you lied, let’s call it sweet talk
All the things I want to hear, your way with words is top notch.
Liar, liar, your lies so sweet
You stopped wanting me, I’m still on my feet
Ill find my own way, this path I’ve know
This isn’t the end, just another stepping stone.
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(Taken with picplz.)
YUM! (Taken with picplz at Somewhere Over The Rainbow.)
I went to walmart for one thing… (Taken with picplz at Joshua Tree in Joshua Tree, CA.)
I lost that hat. (Taken with picplz at Joshua Tree National Park.)
I’m young. Too young too look back and think that that was the high-point of my life, and things will never again be that good. I feel like I’m wasting my highschool prime in homeschool, but at school I feel like I’m wasting my time. I dont know what I want and it leaves me never full, never quite quenched or satisfied. Is it to much to ask that when I’m 30 I can look back and know I was happy with whatever I was doing and know it was what I wanted?
Undecisive, under appreciated, o u t o f c o n t r o l.
Close fucking minded people need to fucking die.
If you belive your way of life is the only way then here’s a little wake up call;;
Its not. Fewer people live like you than you think you do. Your way of living is pig-headed and dominant. It does not work like you think it does.
I cannot believe people out there can actually live thinking that there way of life is the only way and everyone else is a “devil worshipper”.
Finally
Going to sleep.
Maybee ill dreamm.
Pick-up lines
Some of the applications on my phone are rediculous…yet I can’t stay away.
Pick-up line of my day;;
Good thing I remembered my library card, ‘cause I’m checkin’ you out.
I have plenty of friends, but I trust as few to fit on one hand.
I read, take pictures, text, and hangout. I'm trying to do this whole " be a teenager" thing right.
I write a lot and I write often.
I'm confident in who I am, you should be too.
I'm all for self expression, and I wish I could get what I feel into words, but often I can't.
Inspire me often.
Inspire me with greatness.
Anyone is welcome.
